It's complicated.

What is complicated?
And why does it hurt?

It's when you don't know
where to stand in a person's life;
It's when you're hanging in dead air
and knowing you can be thrown off anytime.
It's when you're like more than friends
but not really,
and it's like you're lovers
when it's really otherwise.

Darn it.

Sometimes you would want to wish
to have never met the person at all
but at the back of your mind,
you're thankful you have..